...Nothing really

Well,...nothing really happen today I just went out with my lola to downtown to buy something then after it I have to meet my friend to uptown for somthing like an orientation, actually its a networking business but I have to say of all networking i heard this is the only name that really you don't need to big cash out...mmmmm, infairness they also have a good product to sell, but sorry i'm not really into a business like this..."sorry".

Sorry for me I have to say this is the 3rd day of non-talking with pillow...gosh, I miss him so much.. maybe his busy. I don't know when I am going to talking with him, although I can send him a message thru fb but I don't wan't to disturb him.. Wondering whats he doing right now...but for sure his happy and excited coz his going to spend days with his family...yay!!! And I have to say also that I miss this other friend too...mmmm, ok!

Ok..I just finish making a mango float coz lolo requested for it..he loves that sweet stuff, and still my hand smells mango even if I washed it..hahahah... But we can't eat that now , we had to wait for few hours to chill it, well....ok froze then! Omg....I think its time to gain more weight again....who cares, i love to eat..whahahah...

Whahaha...So unexpectedly...one of our close cousin from Tacloban calls..Were happy coz atlas she married now and take note to a foreigner..yay!, you know mostly the girls of our clan will end single forever or if not they'll get married too late.. Funny thing coz shes still asking my old boyfriend whos in semenary, hell ya..its done long time ago..I can't even remember it.... well.... then its kinda late here now, I'm tying to sleep coz I'm tired........tired..tired...

I'm Tired..Hopefully, there will be a good things happen tomorrow, I really like to talk to pillow coz i really miss him.. Probably I'll do laundry and cleaning the bathroom,,,hope so... And maybe Migz will be here to do some follow-ups for her papers for abroad and I'll be with her, spent my time before she left....

Ok, till here.. I'm so freakenly exhausted now...see ya next time....zzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

...HINI

Today, me and my cousin charm went to medical arts for check-up coz shes having a fever and lil flu this past days, we're having some joke suspected that it might be a "swine flu" HINI..hahha, H1N1, but we call it "hini"... I felt scared a lil bit coz i always hang-out with her also my sister, that you know we might be contaminated...hahahaha...silly this is just a joke... Then the doctor said to her that shes a very good candidate for HINI i mean swine flu...

I told her , omg the game "tong-its"will be posponed coz shes not feeling well, but take this, she said she can wear a facemask...shes really a gambler... we can do the jai hoo so it will be safe then..so funny.

well...nothing much happen today just this...and take a look at the picture i post , i felt pity for piglet...gosh!!! sigh**

...tropang-trumpo

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I've known this girls since 1st year college, before we're not that very close with each other and definitely we belong to different groups... I would say that we don't have so much in common "totally" but whats cool is at the of the year of our freshmen time we tend to fuse like puzzle and lately we realized that we do have lots in common.. Although Migs like simple things, but she do have an attitude like what she like she should have it... Edz is just air the flows what ever it does and goes it does.... as for me, simple and go with the flows... You now get what i meant why we fused...

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Edz "go with flows" thats she is...she likes tall dark and never mind i mean handsome ofcourse, she likes those basketball player in our university..but she end up of those guys whos out of her league...but wait i forgot one, she do have a one boyfriend who exactly had the qualifications she like but one thing i hate coz that guys is just using her, will Edz know that ofcourse, thats why she dont mind it at all...she's evrybodies friends, she like disco alot, "tagay" alot...same with Migs, I bit their stomach are made of steel or rubber that won't disolves of so much liquoir....She loves to sing but don't let her sing coz she do have a blurry voice...just kidding clz...we both use "clzfrn" in calling eachother---i remember the 1st time i saw this girl shes always wearing a jeans, tee-shirt and sneakers...which we do have in common at 1st...lol-- And all the people and batch even our c.i's call us a twin tower coz we're both tall and were that tallest in the class...you can't have any problem with this girl coz she doesnt know the word "fight" and " back" ...she just let it through,,,thats why lost guys like her.....

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Migs is very vocal person she talks a lot and say whats on her mind and let out of those ideas that stuck on her brain, shes very friendly even get to the point she pretend, but only if it needs too.. I can say that don't start an arguement or something coz she will end it in her ways...and take note you wouldn't like it... I've seen and witness almost everything what happen to this friend, personal, will not much...love life i can say yes..all of it..migs is a type of person whos strong and very confident in all, but shes very maldita..hahhaah----but if you get to know her and be friend , shes nice ..all good...i'm not going to pretend that i don't see something not good bout this friend, i say she do had an attitude sometimes that erritates me, but what are friends are for. i say my opinion and thats it...she tells you whats worst and good bout you so you would've notice it ..coz a true friend will tell bad confrontly on you... ups-and-downs we still friends, i felt sad coz she'll be leaving next month to other country same with Edz who just deploy yesterday to the same country... Im totally going to miss you...guys..we both call our selve"duh".

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Migs, Edz and me, still stick to one another even though were far apart , but if one of us gets to the city we tend to meet and hang out... But i guess that will be so long to happen again coz they both leaving me to work abroad..maybe oneday we can hangout again but not in philippines anymore.. Will we don't know what will gonna be happen in the future but friends still friends even distance occured in our ways...It doesnt mean that if your far from eachother that means you're not best or good friend anymore....I love them as they're part of me, part of my family...They are one of the best things i had in my lifes journey...

...nagdagu-og

...bisaya jud ko karon nga orasa kay para bisaya ra sad ang makasabot ani nga pahayag, aw, wala man sad nuon koy dautan nga intensyon ani, wala lang gud, laay mao nah gihimung "diary" ang blog..aw walay but.anay kay dili sad ko manghilabot ...ok!!!!

---nah unsa na orasa oh!!! lalum na ayo ang gabie..pero wala pa jud ko dukaa, nang tan-aw man ko ug korean nga salida pero na pul-an ko kay kita na man gud ko ani tanan.. Bitaw wala lang ko bati-ah ug duka kay kilig mode gihapon ko sa nahitabo karon nga simanaha, aw- sukad pa di-ay ni sa ni aging simana..hehehe,,wala lang gud gikan lang ko ug date sa wala nako dahuma nga tawo nya ang amu pud panag storyahay sa usa pud ka taw kay maayo..bisag wala nako nagkupot sa mga saad niya pero siya lang gihapon ang gipitik sa akong kasing2x...astang kalalum jud ai!!!!! Hay gugma, unsaon nalang kong mawala ka ni aning kasing2x karon...

...a gift

... I say that I had received a nice and wonderful gift ever from a un-expected friend, a gift that could not be replace and gift as it was. Why I say that just because I really wanted to have a rosary from Italy, this guy is a servant of god that been sent to rome to finish his theolgy, and after 2 years there he went home for vacation, well i'm not that sure whats the reason why he went home, and then he visit cebu coz he had to attend an anniversary, one of the founder of who manage their oders or what... Basicly i'm not really familiar of there things.

By saturday me and fray patrick meet and had lunch out, we talk lots of things and how his life goes there...And in the middle of our convesation , i tease him,"wheres my pasalubong?" and then i was shock coz i thought nothing, but then he show the rosary, red beads made of rose petals, will we dont know how they did that, but it was the nun monk who made it there.... He actually ask why, that lots of things from italy which i ask rosary...I just simply smile and said i didn't think any, it was just pop-out of my head that thing...and i am so happy to have it...

this is the picture of the rosary..nice is it?!!!!!

...mactan island with miggy!

....last friday i went to see my friend Migz in Island near cebu...will its still part of cebu...lol...i say i miss this girl so much and i have or really need to meet her... So boredom cover that day and she just think why can't we go to mactan shrine. A shrine that means a lot to all pilipno coz this is where the battle of mactan happen, a Pilipino hero who faught Magellan from Spain...

she tries to ask to lower the prices!!! sorry migz!!! that won't work!!!

just peace!

its like a lil house where the president stay it the event of re-inactment of abttle of matan do.

i was looking at the mangroves done and migs took it by timer! omg!

no one can hold the cam so we set it by timer..and thats the result::: sorry!!!

native hat:::

yay::::: bag!!!

hero of mactan:::: Lapu-Lapu

pretend someone to kiss to::::hahahahunder the series light of an old tree..lol

me and migz:::

ofcourse me:: who else!!

a stray dog but i think his the owner of the shrine:::hahahaha..

us:::: we miss each other companion...wheres edz!?

sea water sometimes up at this part but its low tide that time::::

shrine inside the plaza:::

i dont exactly know what im doing but almost fall::::

migz took that w/o knowning it..:::

just a nice pose::::

..i'll be happy w/ this,

---a friend one say sometimes," I have the simplest taste, but i am always satisfied with the best" i so agree with him....i enjoy looking at food, smiling them, tasting them... I'll be happy with this , affordable, yummy and easy to find.. Siguro dili ni ang pinaka lami sa tanan nga pag-kaon bat simple girl wants this simple food which capable to satisfied its taste!!!!

kwek-kwek

pansit canton

fishball

and don't foget the "coke"--mmmmm

lumpia...chinese!!

also lasagna---omg!!

and ofcourse---wanton noodles!!!yummy

-love this and i will love you...we can have a perfect date with this...

---A new favorite songs.

...we could be.

Be still my heart

Lately it's mind is on it's own

It would go far and wide

Just to be near you

Even the stars

Shine a bit bright I've noticed

When you're close to me

Still it remains a mystery

Anyone who seen us

Knows what's going on between us

It doesn't take a genius

To read between the linesbrad: ohh

And it's not just wishful thinking

Or only me who's dreaming

I know what these are symptoms of

We could be in love

I ask myself why

I sleep like a baby through the night

Maybe it helps to know

You'll be there tomorrow

Don't open my eyesohhh

I'll wake from the spell I'm under

Makes me wonder howtell me how

I could live without you now

And what about the laughter

The happy ever after

Like voices of sweet angels

Calling out our names

And it's not just wishful thinking

Or only me who's dreaming

I know what these are symptoms of

We could be in love

All my life

I have dreamed of this

But I could not see your face

Don't ask why two such distant stars

Can fall right into place

Oh, it doesn't take a genius

To know what these are symptoms of

We could belea: ohh

We could be, we could be in love

Could be in

We could be in love

afraid for love to fade..

My head's in a jam

Can't take you off my mind

From the time we met

I've been beset by thoughts of you

And the more that I ignore this feeling

The more I find myself believing

That I just have to see you again

I can't let you pass me by

I just can't let you go

But I know that I am much too shy

To let you know

Afraid that I might say the wrong words

And displease you

Afraid for love to fade

Before it can come true

Like a child again

I'm at a loss for words

How does one define

A crush combined with longing?

Longing to possess you oh so dearly

I'm obsessed by you completely

I'll go mad if I can't have you

I can't let you pass me by

I just can't let you go

But I know that I am much too shy

To let you know

Afraid that I might say the wrong words

And displease you

Afraid for love to fade

Before it can come true

(instrumental)

I can't let you pass me by

I just can't let you go

Let me say the things and say the words

To let you know

I would rather say the awkward words

Than lose you

Or for love to fade

Before it can come true

......really love to see you tonight

Hello, yeah, it's been a while.

Not much, how 'bout you?

I'm not sure why I called,

I guess I really just wanted to talk to you.

And I was thinking maybe later on,

We could get together for a while.

It's been such a long time,

And I really do miss your smile.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,

And I don't want to change your life.

But there's a warm wind blowing,

The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

We could go walking through a windy park,

Or take a drive along the beach.

Or stay at home and watch t.v.

You see, it really doesn't matter much to me.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,

And I don't want to change your life.

But there's a warm wind blowing,

The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

I won't ask for promises,

So you won't have to lie.

We've both played that game before,

Say I love you, then say goodbye.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,

And I don't want to change your life.

But there's a warm wind blowing,

The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

...game

.....chiquecha or tong-its!!!!!

It was late already when charm call me, she ask me what i am doing, naaaturaal " tambay jpon" and then as our same routine of asking Q, "gutum jud ko oi" it means i'm hungry...how bout u? i replied " ako pd gutum" means same here.... and she said come here lets eat noodle and egg....ahhahah, i thought they have somthing more good food than ours here..but it was ok, so we cook and talk...as what filipino do everyday..

While i was cooking we watch our local show here and news bout the bombing in cotabato mindanao, its in southern philippines...imagine the bombing happen just right infront of the catheral church there, i forgot the name of the church...Lots of the civilian was hurt and few dies...whats worst is theres a 1 year old baby whos now in critical situition, so sad to think why they have to do that... But good thing is someone just saw a suspect but i think it was just accused hopefully it will pinpoint on him and make him talk bout the happenings.

Well, and now after we eat we finally come up what to do and charm said lets play cards we were like chosing what to play " ciquecha or tong-ets" so they chose tong-ets will i'm not really good enough to that...charm won't play unless theres a money involve cz if not the game is so boring..but the problem I and jocel doesn't have any coin even...so whats he do she lend us a 5 coins, each... what a gumbler...hahahah.... It was getting so late , its already midnight so i told my sister lets go home now...and charms begging later!!! oh-no...im kinda tired really...i have to go..so thats the end of the game and for the record i lost all 5 coins.....:)

...one big black mug of coffee.

...one big black mug of coffee.

Decaffeinated coffee is the devil's blend, hows that???? :))) Everyday coffee smells like freshly ground heaven and it helps me to feel so good and somehow avoid stress, Q is if im stress, i am just so addict with coffee i can't go on with my doings without this , at work before atleast i got 5 medium tumbler a day...

.....that WTF is a sweetener,

I took this one just this morning, it kinda blurred will it is really blurred...I just like to post some of my momentum every day , cz i live my life as of now of nothing...as in "palamunin jud ko krn panahona" what can i do, but i do what i can sometimes....

..and the prayer

Caffeine is my shepherd; I shall not doze.
It maketh me to wake in green pastures:
It leadeth me beyond the sleeping masses.
It restoreth my buzz:
It leadeth me in the paths of consciousness for its name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of addiction,
I will fear no Equal™:
For thou art with me; thy cream and thy sugar they comfort me.
Thou preparest a carafe before me in the presence of The Starbucks:
Thou anointest my day with pep; my mug runneth over.
Surely richness and taste shall follow me all the days of my life:
And I will dwell in the House of Mochas forever.

...am i serious?

am i serious?

mmmm, sigh* this is not really a big deal for me but it bugs me in other side!!!

Last day, as i was talking to my ex, we open up something about us, and i start thinking that now it is impossible for us to get together again bcoz he just can't stand that were to far apart or should i say he just can't stand how jealous i am.... i say it's nice to know that your gf or bf gets jealous for sometimes cz that mean your very important, you mean a lot to them. But maybe i just act too much that he realized this is going nowhere and useles..Even if were far from each other and so imposible to fell inlove with someone whose half world away from but deep inside in me i know that i have that feeling which they called "love" and i really "like" him alot... I just can't say why, but thats how i felt..

I try not to talk with him but i can't stand not too, we used to talk a lot everyday before and that is also the reason i can't move so fast , i still miss the way he talk to me, the way he calls me, and the way he says I LOVE YOU, my heart beat every time it calls his name. Sometimes i think i guess this is the time to let go all of it and stops what you should stop.

When we're talking, and cams on, i saw him that he was talking on the other person also, will were just chatting as i've said..."sayop ko" i was so curious to know who he talks to, it took me so long to ask who was it, because i don't want him to think that you know..... But then when i ask he said its a girl that wants him , gradually i was at pause and think "youch" thats kinda hurt--phew--...but i didn't show it and what i did i just pretend that im happy that finally someone want him now so im in deep thought if he likes also this girl so that would be the end of me, like face out but he said he don't like her he rather have me than her...shooooot....will ofcourse my heart jump out to hear that but it doesn't mean thats the fact..and so im worried -oh girl you have to start facing reality now... And i finally said "ok" this is it...its over ! kaput!! get over it!! something like that!

I really don't like to let go of him but i have no choice....distance and jealous blocked all the ways between us. But even if we're not together good thing is we still care and friends with....he said forever...

but even if i get over with it, it doenst mean i stop saying something bout that short love story of ours-will if you call it love... 'til next time then... tah tah!!!!

"the greatest lolo and lola ever"

hey...:)

I was born on 1985, so im 24 years old exactly now, after my mother gave birth to me my grandparents took me from my mom, will also my mother is with us too coz she and my pop are not married that time, i would same they got me "unwanted", but wait this is about my grandparents i'm talking here. I say i am a "lolo's girl and lola's girl" everything i ask they provide it to me as long as its need and have reasons. Where not rich or what we just can provide what we need everyday and eat 3xa day but also have snack, ofcourse! duh?

They took me to school, kindergarten,elementary, highschool and even college, with the help also of my great aunt who happen to be the main provider of us all...Without them i don't know where i am right now,.I am so thankful and very overwhelmed to have them in my life, i could spent my life with them but lolo said i need to have my own family in the future coz they can't be with me all the time but they can watch and guide me to all.

Enjoy the Grandparent Words

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